ahahah I'm just gonna update my journal..
I'm kinda lazy when it comes to updating journals..!
even at school! back then journals for me are so boring, but now
i have a new meaning about journals,


JOURNALS are like your friends, you tell your journal your
deepest, darkest secrets and it just keeps quiet.

and you can also share some experiences to your journal w/o people
giving critiques! <--- I'm pertaining to a diary here!


well as far as i know JOURNALS are GREAT!

OW ONE MORE THING

I just wanna add something about a song..
this song really expresses what I'm feeling about a certain person
it's like this song 'sings' the words that I can't say..
well actually i can't sing it either! ahahahahaha!

well here's the lyrics IF EVER you're wondering what I'm feeling!

• JUST SO YOU KNOW •

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away x2

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
Im wondering why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

mmm oooh

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Whoa
Just so you know
Whoa
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know


Well that just about it!
thank you for wasting your time for this journal crap update!!

BYE!!

MP17•rantei`